Entry Log Date: Sunday December 24, 2017

The moon rises as the sun fades into the night sky, I have come to realize that looking into the open hole of another empty bottle.  My mind and thoughts travels from me on to endless and countless dreams. Some say it is easy to be a single guy with the world at your finger tips. But truth be told there is nothing easy about being the lonely at night. Maybe this is why I find my comfort in a drink.

But how can I stop when it helps easy the lonely nights.  Maybe I should get out more and mingle with the locals and get to meeting some new folks.  It just might meet my future lady out there somewhere there is someone for me.

"Hmmm! Now which one goes next?" Went to school to be a bartender, that is how I started drinking. it had been my bad happen since I was 22 yrs old. it hard to get off of something that holds you down and takes the pain away.

[Around 10:30 pm he gets a phone from Justine]

[Justine one the ]
Justine: "Hey El I was calling you to wish you a early Merry Christmas cause i'm be working so wanted to get that in there. lol!"

I sat there listing to her talk for about hour, she talked mostly about how she wish she could be off to go and see her parents. Which saddens me even more. My pops is gone and well I haven't hear from my mom in ages, I need to get in contact with her.
Man let me tell you that Justine can talk her tail off. But she is pretty much my only friend that I have. She good peoples but she isn't my type but I do enjoy her company when she come around.

Man I didn't know it was that late, I need to get some sleep I have a long day with patients tomorrow. Hmm another holiday alone man with this pain end.

- Elliot